#IHateLove

I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain
I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain

Been on my own I find it hard to trust
Always alone in my mind
Keep me close let's pass the time
I'm a joke to even think you tried
Looking for help i'm fixing myself i'm trying to begin to feel alive
Searching for answers and I get no answer lately i'm just feeling dead inside
Chained down heading further to a rotting death inside a grave
Self destructive drown in my demons tell me when will I cave

I'm searching for the light
I'm searching for a sign
I'm searching for a way to search cause there's nothing more that I can find
Hurting just to feel some more
Learning how to shut the door
Hurting just to hurt cause I push the ones away who want to stop the ending that's in store

I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain
I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain
I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain
I'm going out of my damn mind
Hoping that I see you again someday
I'm lost running on borrowed time
You could never love me like my pain