Always Him

You showed me how to love myself again
And with you I smiled like I haven't in a really long time
But when he looks at me, it's hard to breathe, yeah, it's killing me
I can't help myself when I'm around him

So I am sorry for breaking your heart
I never meant it, but it gotta stop
I tried to show you that this isn't us
Oh, I am sorry for breaking us apart

And you were so nice to me, I thought we could make us work
But every time I closed my eyes, I could hear his voice
And I don't know just what is wrong, what is wrong with me
When he is telling me, telling me I'm his everything

So I am sorry for breaking your heart
I never meant it, but it gotta stop
I tried to show you that this isn't us
Oh, I am sorry for breaking us apart

And I didn't know how to tell you that I'm this way
That if I had to choose, I will always go his way
I don't understand, I can't believe my own head
When I'm looking in your eyes, I can feel your pain

So I am sorry for making you cry
That I'm going for him with my broken heart
And I really loved you, but I chose my own path
Oh, I am sorry for doing this now

So I am sorry for breaking your heart
I never meant it, but it gotta stop
I tried to show you that this isn't us
Oh, I am sorry for doing this now

So please forgive me
I am sorry
I am sorry for breaking your heart
Please forgive me
I am sorry
I am sorry for breaking your heart
Your heart