Borderline Personality Disorder

I act so self obsessed
Well I have something to confess
Deep down I'm so depressed
And I'm fucked inside my head
Can I tell you all some jokes
I'm living as a ghost
I don't think anybody sees me
Let me lay inside my pain
Pretend that it's just vain
My own worst enemy is me
I should go home and probably take my man
I'm just a zombie on The Walking Dead
I don't wanna be your friend
I don't wanna hold your hand
I just wanna be alone please
I'm just hanging on a noose
I have nothing left to lose
Talk to walls in my bedroom
I'm staring at my phone
Getting bored talking to these hoes
I have no self control
Cause I don't know my soul
Let me light a cigarette
Pretend that I'm obsessed
Cause I like when they all chase me
I know it's all a game
Don't even know my name
The worst thing I've seen is me
Can you see my face
Watch it disintegrate
Reality's what I crave
But I can't stand the taste
I don't wanna be your friend
I don't wanna hold your hand
I just wanna be alone please
I'm just hanging on a noose
I've got nothing left to lose
Talk the walls in my bedroom
I don't wanna be your friend
I don't wanna hold your hand
I just wanna be alone please
I'm just hanging on the news
I have nothing left to lose
Talk the walls in my bedroom