Chemical Love

I cannot sleep 'cause I wanna know
Where the hell you've been hanging out
I know it's true what I'm thinking
But I'm stuck in the middle, stuck in the middle
I'm trying hard, but I can't see
What the fuck I should do with you
I know it's wrong what I'm doing
But I don't wanna see it, don't wanna see it

You say that you feel so lonely
And that I'm the only one
But don't you see it's toxic?
I just can't go on

What can I do if it's true
That I can't get loose from you?
I don't wanna be the one you just need
For chemical love
What if I say I'm not afraid?
You get hung down every day
I don't wanna be just someone to feed
Your chemical love, chemical love

So you're here and you want me now
On my bed and against the wall
I cannot see why I do this
I don't want to be here, want to be here, baby
Should I stay, baby, should I go?
Am I an angel or just a hoe?
If I can drown these thoughts
I'll keep my head underwater, head underwater

You say that you care about me
You say that you need to stay
Why don't you let me go now?
'Cause I don't wanna fight

What can I do if it's true
That I can't get loose from you?
I don't wanna be the one you just need
For chemical love
What if I say I'm not afraid?
You get hung down every day
I don't wanna be just someone to feed
Your chemical love, chemical love
No, no, no, no, no, no

In the dark I've been looking
In the light I was blind
For the pain you are causing
To my heart and my mind, to my heart and my mind
Would you feel any sorrow?
Would you feel any pain?

What can I do if it's true
That I can't get loose from you?
I don't wanna be the one you just need
For chemical love
What if I say I'm not afraid?
You get hung down every day
I don't wanna be just someone to feed
Your chemical love, chemical love

But don't you see that it's toxic?
I don't wanna be here, I'm not afraid