Songtexte 2019 - Lykos

Almost called it
You would've lost it
Masking the pain
I should've coughed it
Losing the game
She's picking a coffin
Line of shame
I picked up and walked it
I couldn't look in the mirror
I took a piss in the dark
Shedding from all of the stress
I wasn't looking too sharp
Popped a fake smile
That could've stayed a while
Waiting on the next bad day
That would've been tomorrow
Back to back
Never took some slack
Wake up running
Might've took a lap
Held my chest
Tight like a cap
Fuck, felt like a heart attack
I give credit
Where credit is due
The light at the end
And I think it was you
Or better yet
Maybe two
Maybe three
If I tell the truth
What can I do?
What do I choose?
Stay alive
Or cater you?
Stuck with a bad choice
Don't really got it
If it happens to happen
Then how do you stop it?
I would
Never see heaven
If I
Blew my brains out in 211
It's a 187
On Paramount Blvd
After seven
Probably had a session
Late that night
Just another lesson
No idea
Couldn't tell from texting
If I think about it
Who would clean this mess then?

Up till the crack of dawn
Cousin of death
My sleep was a pawn
Anxiety through the roof
If I slept early
Didn't want the spook
That's on the dead homies
She never asked
Never got to know me
Suffered in silence
It was dark and lonely
What's the cost?
It was such a low fee
Let's talk about the day
We almost did it
I was in my beamer
So it seemed
Saw the wall
Then it deemed
I should hit it
At a speed so high
That I couldn't miss it
Would they miss me?
I'll regret it
Keep on driving
This road's not finished
Get it?
More power than I think
Death was on the brink
If it wasn't for my shrink
Life's gone in a blink
Just like that
I cease to exist
Bitch
Some would call it tragic
Rudy called it bliss
Nothing that I miss
I'm never looking back
Cross it off the list
What do you attract?
It was nothing real
Bunch of time to steal
Saw the devil
And he cut a deal
I never signed it
It was never sealed
For real