Songtexte i hold it all - Marku

I'm losing myself, I'm all on my own
How quickly I fell, it aches in my bones
Oh honey, my body ain't feeling the gloom
I'll carry the weight, but only for you
Feeling the wind, collide on my skin
Is triggering something that's making me spin
And I ain't been calm and collect in a minute
Caught in a body of aerated liquid

Oh, I hold it all
I hold it all
All my past mistakes and everything that I endured
Oh, I hold it all
I hold it all
And I'm not driving this time round
I'm stuck in the passenger

And if you're sick of my face
Well I'm sick of it too
Put the gun in my mouth
And fucking split me in two
I caught a glimpse of the future
Left me scared to conclude
And everything that I love
Sends me closer to doves
And everyone that I love
Thinks that I'm just a cunt
Like what am I supposed to do
Ending up on the news
Ain't no content in that
My achievements are flukes
Why don't you say it too
Oh, i'm a waste of breath
And you know that better than them
The tree you come from is rooted only wherever it's planted
And you don't like where I landed
Guess I'll never understand it
I'm destined to fail, I'll never understand it

Oh, I hold it all, I hold it all
All my past mistakes and everything that I endured
Oh, I hold it all, I hold it all
And I'm not driving this time round, I'm stuck in the passenger

And I don't like waking up, I don't think I wanna tough
It out, it out
And I'm not even at the cusp
Oh it could get so much worse
It could get so much worse