Mary Z

There came a point in my life when I became really sad.
I used to be so afraid that nothing would change.
So I ran to the wall.
Climbing, hoping I'd fall.
And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change.
I had that look in my eye.
That night I finally died
I said that everything's scary, and people will change.
They leave bodies and ditch.
They love quivering lips.
They love violence and terror.
God I hope you don't change.
You're so lovely, well I'm so ugly.
And you say softly, that you don't want me.
It's easy to pick, fuck you'll never grow up.
Easy to break up, my life is broken.
Now, lay down, brick for, I build my house.
On my own hill, without you all.
There came a point in your life when you became really sad.
You used to be so afraid that nothing would change.
So you ran to the wall.
Climbing, hoping you'd fall.
And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change.
You had that look in your eye,
That night I finally died.
You said that everything's scary, and people change.
They leave bodies and ditch.
They love quivering lips.
I love violence and terror.
God I hope I don't change.
You're so lovely, well I'm so ugly.
And you say softly, that you don't want me.
It's easy to pick, fuck you'll never grow up.
Easy to break up, You're life is broken.
Now, lay down, brick for, I build my house.
On my own hill, without you all.
Hang with the good girls, never with the bad ones.
Sleep with the hot guys, never with the nice ones.
Base all my choices, off of my friendships.
Wear lot's of make up, don't think they notice.
I am the anger, I am the motive.
I am the trigger, I am the bullet.
I am the Mary, I am the Zoloft.
I am the last call, I am the blood cough.
Hang with the good girls, never with the bad ones.
Sleep with the hot guys, never with the nice ones.
Base all my choices, off of my friendships.
Wear lot's of make up, don't think they noticed.
I am the anger, I am the motive.
I am the trigger, I am the bullet.
I am the Mary, I am the Zoloft.
I am the last call, I am the blood cough.