Songtexte Anxious (Gazing into the Abyss Version) - Monna

got racing thoughts inside my head
feels like I can't control my brain
rehashing things I never said
I'm gonna drive myself insane

I know people get concerned
asking more if I'm okay
they look at me with eyes
I don't get the surprise
everybody feels this way

...right?

cause I wake up Anxious
like did I say too much?
I crave your love
can't stand your touch
I wake up Anxious

yeah I wake up Anxious
(honey)
like did I say too much?
(that wasn't funny)
I crave your love,
can't stand your touch
I wake up Anxious

intrusive thoughts inside my mind
I bite my nails until they bleed
reliving years that were UNkind
not even I know what I need

I learned when people say hello
and they ask about my day
they don't really wanna know
not everybody feels this way

...is it just me?

cause I wake up Anxious
like did I say too much?
I crave your love
can't stand your touch
I wake up Anxious

yeah I wake up Anxious
(honey)
like did I say too much?
(no, it was funny)
I crave your love,
can't stand your touch
I wake up Anxious

5...
4...
3...
2...
forget it

gets worse when I fall asleep
cause good dreams never last
I try to draw the curtain
one thing's always certain
I can't escape my past

BOO!

Memory Lane's dangerous to walk alone
so I lace my fingers with Trazodone's
careful not to break my mother's back
I skip to avoid cement that's cracked

and I wake up Anxious
like did I say too much?
I crave your love
can't stand your touch
I wake up Anxious

yeah I wake up Anxious
like did I say too much?
I crave your love
can't stand your touch
(get off me)
I wake up Anxious
(wait! where are you going?)

yeah I wake up Anxious
(come back)
like am I losing touch?
was it enough?
it's all too much
I wake up Anxious

...did I lock the door?
...did I lock the door?