Despair

I don't know what to think anymore
I've seen it a thousand times before
Sighing and crying alone in my room
Waiting for the impending doom
The anguish of the body and mind
The tragedy of what was left behind
The journey to the otherside
Driving myself to suicide

Help me end my suffering
The visions that torment my soul
They've come to watch the gathering
To hear the stories that were never told
Choose your words now carefully
Don't tell your lies to everyone
When giving up seems so easy
Cause there's nothing left for me

I don't know what to say anymore
The words fall hollow across the floor
Hoping and praying alone in the night
I don't have the strength to put up a fight
Secrets that tear me up inside
Lord only knows I've tried
The end is coming there's no where to hide

Help me now I'm drowning
Afraid to face reality
Alone in my solitude
Alone for eternity
The demons have awakened
They're here to judge your every word
So bow before the despiser
Destroyer of the worlds

There is no hope
There's only despair
The cross is yours alone to bear
It's the begining of you damnation
There is no hope for salvation

I don't know what to do anymore
I've been down this road before
The road that leads to nowhere
In the end there's only despair