Songtexte Coming Back For Me - NCL

I don't wanna play this phase
I don't wanna play me
Cause I don't wanna coming back
I don't wanna come back for me
Coming back for me
Coming back for me

2 AM laying in my bed
Staring at the ceiling
I just cannot sleep
Overthinking bout some things
Up in my head
That I don't wanna speak
Looking in the mirror
I don't see myself
All I see's a fucking beast
You don't see how much
I've been destroyed
I fall apart
With no parachute deployed
My heart is broken
Now, it hurts when I'm stressed
It beats faster
When I start to think about
What's coming for me next
Stressing bout a job that I can't quit
Stressing bout my friends
That I all miss
Scared to live another day
Trying to look good
In front of people
While my mind is saying
The opposite
I'm feeling down, when it happens
I just do nothing
Don't make music
No motivation for writing
I'm really worried bout it all
I don't wanna be found
On the ground dead
With a writing on a wall saying

I don't wanna play this phase
I don't wanna play me
Cause I don't wanna coming back
I don't wanna come back for me
Coming back for me
Coming back for me

24/7 how I'm feeling weak
Tried some meditation
But can't find peace
Don't need medication
For these mood swings
I just wanna be alone
Don't get in my room please
Yeah
It's like I love it but I hate it too
Turn off my phone, I turn ghost
Call me King Boo
But when I do it
On myself I put the blame
I lose control like it's a game
It all changed and that's a shame
Yeah
I'm feeling bad, I'm feeling low
I'm a disgrace
I'm feeling sad, I'm feeling broke
Crying a lac
Grabbing a bag, I'm bout to go Choking my face
Now I feel mad, I call my bro
I made a mistake
I'm really sorry
That I thought about this faith
Don't wanna make my place
Surrounded by some yellow tape
But this shit ain't sweet
Like a piece of cake
So, instead, I'll kill this beat
Music's my escape

I don't wanna play this phase
I don't wanna play me
Cause I don't wanna coming back
I don't wanna come back for me
Coming back for me
Coming back for me