Songtexte I Can't Forget - NFL Rochi

I was deceived and so depressed
I was lost in all the thought's inside my head
There was so many problem's i was against
My heart was really on the edge of the blade
I can't forget
And you could say that i'm a mess
Cause i struggle to maintain my breath
All those hurtful word's i can't forget
I said I can't take it anymore nigga i can't forget
I'm full of anger cause i'm at war with the voice's
In my head
I was deceived and so depressed
I was lost in all the thought's inside my head
There was so many problem's i was against
My heart was really on the edge of the blade
I can't forget
And you could say that i'm a mess
Cause i struggle to maintain my breath
All those hurtful word's i can't forget
I said I can't take it anymore nigga i can't forget
I'm full of anger cause i'm at war with the voice's
In my head

So much on my plate daily im stressed
They won't hear me out my emotion's don't
Get expressed
Painful aches in my chest
I try to make it look i'm at my best
All that pain they gave me is so hard to digest
I need rest but i been on my grind
Just to keep all those memories out my mind
Not to think about how them niggas lied
They where never on my side
How my family member's did me wrong
Laughed at my addiction and left me behind
I sent a request for love but i got declined
She left me in the cold nigga i was blind
Turned out my brother wasn't my kind
Somebody do me dirty and i don't pay no
Attention
It's just another day in my life
So long i been looking for way's to make it right
But had to do thing's even if they where crime's
Just to survive
Stuck in darkness regardless if i seek the light

I was deceived and so depressed
I was lost in all the thought's inside my head
There was so many problem's i was against
My heart was really on the edge of the blade
I can't forget
And you could say that i'm a mess
Cause i struggle to maintain my breath
All those hurtful word's i can't forget
I said I can't take it anymore nigga i can't forget
I'm full of anger cause i'm at war with the voice's
In my head
I was deceived and so depressed
I was lost in all the thought's inside my head
There was so many problem's i was against
My heart was really on the edge of the blade
I can't forget
And you could say that i'm a mess
Cause i struggle to maintain my breath
All those hurtful word's i can't forget
I said I can't take it anymore nigga i can't forget
I'm full of anger cause i'm at war with the voice's
In my head

Seem like the one's i'm close to don't want me
To prevail
They tried to say there loyalty was truth but your
Truth failed
They gave up on me and true color's got revealed
Why does it seem i can't heal
I got scar's that where cut deep from that battlefield
I can't believe what happen had happened it's so
Unreal
Trust issues at a all time high i can't let go of this
Steel
I remember night's there wasn't a way for me to get
A meal
Nigga tell me how would you feel
I think i was meant to be alone cause that's how it's
Always been
I'm cursed in a world full of betrayal that's what i live
They don't understand these emotion's i got within
I made mistakes but i never gave up or left like they did
And that's something i just can't forget