Songtexte Randevu - NOC

Feel like I'm living my limit in this city of survival of the fittest
Get a job or be labeled as misfit infant
He ain't doing nothing while he's still living
While there are starving willing children to be in his position
I'm not a victim, but I let myself feel I deserve more
Brain damaged, or brain got damaged, I nurtured in nature's course
Raps my educational source, even if r-ing the rest of my courses makes a ghost from my closest real close
Like homies, relatives, in here with my sedatives
To suppress my negatives, mind state, emo phase
Like a polar bear cycling, missing minocycline vitamins
To get me high again, side effects: Anti-environment
They wish I would just try again, "step outside and say hi to friends"
I wish the only the thing I would have to say is just say bye to them
They hesitant for messaging since 11 when?
10 months is a quiet a while to send a how I've been to be a friend

I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news
I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news

They think I'm shook, but I've been catching up on books
And in fact there such a thing as a half way crook
In the game to get looks to input the big bucks
A lot of people say fuck why not while the dollars hot
Thick face with shades to block the sun rays
And I thought I was the only living Nut case in HK
Someone pass me the bucket so I could chug up my vomit
To vomit a comet and finish up my last comment
The challenge I love it but too much action I'm running
I don't like interaction for traction, acting and bluffing
Cuz that means I'm nothing without someone
I'd rather say I did it with no one cuz That's harder to get done
Sip on a Capri sun, lay back and just chill some
Live, sleep, and repeat dumps, all I do for a living
Eleven till I sleep again, what do I do until then
Maybe sniff on the residual from the bottom Compartment

I started to be violent, I didn't like it, to fight it
I must write it, here I compile It
To you listening behind my shit (yea)
To you listening behind my shit (yea)

I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news
I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news
I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news
I had a choice and I chose, now
I question the voices in my head, hearing faint sounds
I might be delusional, unusual, or maybe a couple screws are loose
Oh fuck it all of this to me is randevu induced with news