IT'S NOT YOU IT'S ME

[Verse]
I had to bounce back from the losses
I needed somebody but nobody holla'd
Smokin the cali ignoring the problems
And all of this money just made me obnoxious
Look what it cost us
Look what it cost me (yeah)
So close the edge but still it dont stop me
How did I let all this money corrupt me
Im up at 7 n still at 11
Insomnia I never settle
All of these women I really shouldn't bell em
Cos soon as I get em
I hit em n send em
I know the way that Im sinning is rotten
I know this shit isn't destined for heaven
Sit n reflecting
From this perspective
Im hardly recognising my reflection
Give me some more time god
Uno my spirit vanguard
Painting these pictures Van Gogh
I been divin so deep into my heart
And I aint seen my daughter for some months
N that shit just tearing me apart
All of these demons from my past
Wana face em but dont know where to start
I done let down a whole lot of people
Now im feeling the guilt in every laugh
Im off a pill in every dance
But I notice the feeling never last
Its just me in the empty house yea
Me n these chains n these crosses
I been blocking the devil out
Turning the pages of the prophets
Nigga I need some holy water
Roley water on me
My soul is calling
Lonely in the morning
I come so far from serving on the corners
Azul n casamigos we the ballers
Im fucked up
Drinking out the bottle
Flying in different kind of models
Landed n we rev it up
She wake up just throwing all that henny up
I pull out the chauffeur im forever drunk
Im run-in from shit i tried to bury from em
They diggin up shit I tried to bury from em
N I seen it
Dont want your love girl keep it
We cant both be keeping secrets
Fly out hoping this trip might heal it
Uno I said it I mean it
She been
Too caught up in dem feelings
Too high been rollin n leaning
Call this life feels like i been dreaming

[Outro]
(You can tell me but you show me better, show me better, show me better)