Songtexte My Lies - Nutso

I've been down this road before
I'm still, I'm still who are looking for oh
I've been looking for a place to hide
I feel, I feel in your eyes
See right through my lies
My lies

Ah! ay
So I remember telling you a couple things that wasn't true
And I remember you playing detective like "where is the proof"
I didn't do wnat I say, maybe instead
I was often with some or someboy elses bed
Maybe with the guys out at the bars, sitting on a stood
Told the bartender about my life and how I hate you
How you suck so much because you don't let me do what I want to
'Cause I wanna be free, but I know that I hurt you
Now things change what goes around comes back to me
Now you're lying to my face went around unrudly
Now truthfully being what you is, I don't understand what it is
What about the kids?
The positives responsibilities you must access on them
That took me a while but I am progressing as a man
I don't lie no more, drink booze, steal, cheat
I don't do none of that, why don't you believe me?

I've been down this road before
I'm still, I'm still who are looking for oh
I've been looking for a place to hide
I feel, I feel in your eyes
See right through my lies
My lies

A lotta years have gone by, tears and bears
Just sitting by myself thinking to myself "what went wrong here?"
No love, no trust, I've been left in the dust
Ever since we broke up it's like I'm the bad guy with no luck
But whatsup, it's the reason for that
Why is everybody treating like Cannibus when lost that battle rap
Blacklister for my own life scared up and left with stitches
Not healed up yet, but I feel like I'm giving
All I can for you supporting the kids and the family
Showing up to birthdays, school plays
And maybe oneday, we'll get back to when we're playing husband and wife
Untill that day, I'll just keep holding on tight to my memories
I remember being that mean, I remember getting home drunk
Beating you up and then waking up the kids like I'm punk
Or being a no good nuture scumbag
No money in the bank, always in the brown bag
(My lies)

I've been down this road before
I'm still, I'm still who are looking for oh
I've been looking for a place to hide
I feel, I feel in your eyes
See right through my lies

I tried to always be
The best I can be you know
I'm a change person now