Songtexte Down - October Ends

Escaping reality
The force beneath my feet
No motion is here, so many attempts to find the real me

I took a deep look at these places
Where all the people have no faces
Because they're scared of what they are
Trying not to show their scars, only pain behind their masks
Although I tried to reach the stars
They're tryna keep me way too far
And now I'm lying on the ground
Funny that I feel so low, I've been like this for so

Crawling down I feel so low today
I don't know who I am, what I'm supposed to be
I don't know what you'll find behind this fake facade
But that ain't me I'm telling you I don't know who I am

Wait I just got up I'm falling again
Fucking depression I'm counting to ten
Pills start to kick in but I'm going down
Down

Drowning in pain trying not to give in
Drawing a breath air is not getting in
I'm trying more pills but I'm still going down
Down

Hear me
I won't stop till you hear me scream
Ain't no way this is hell
You just want us to breakdown and fade away

I won't give in
This won't stop me from breaking my sins
Why don't you
Turn back and run
Follow the path you know and believe
This can't be the end

Can't be the end

Crawling down I feel so low today
I don't know who I am, what I'm supposed to be
I don't know what you'll find behind this fake facade
But that ain't me I'm telling you I don't know who I am
Just tell me what you see because I feel so blind
The emptiness I feel reflects my body's inside
Please help me find a way out of this misery
I look into the mirror but I see no reflection

Wait I just got up I'm falling again
Fucking depression I'm counting to ten
Pills start to kick in but I'm going down
Down

Drowning in pain trying not to give in
Drawing a breath air is not getting in
I'm trying more pills but I'm still going down
Down