Clever Girl

How can you trust me
When I can't trust myself
The fussing and fighting
It's like you're someone else

A sense of shame lingers a stigma
To live in pain, over prescriptions
Lacking in quality breaks a piece of me
Off into the sea, sinks my empathy

But how can you trust me, when I can't trust myself?
The fussing and fighting, it's like you're someone else
I could say I don't care and let this die
But I must not tell lies

Before
I was thrashing and thrashing
My head against the wall
Trying to get the words out
Before
Waking and baking
Was the only way
Not to make my skin crawl off

But how can you trust me, when I can't trust myself?
This fussing and fighting, it's like I'm someone else
I could say I don't care and let this die
But I must not tell lies