Hoya

I hope you're here with me
I know what you think of me
Think of me

I keep on waiting to fall apart
Burning my soul like a molotov
Old best friends
Gave you all I got
You said you loved me
Or so I thought
I know you don't feel the same way
He ended up being your oasis
How he changed us

I said I'm broken
I said I'm done
You said you loved me
But you meant it once
I know you saw me cry
You act like it's alright

I'm sorry if I go
I know you loved me
Oh, I know
Cause you never helped me
What a show

And I learned that
And I learned this
On my own time
You didn't do shit
I don't like that
But I lived it
But it's your time
And it's your life
But I know you don't know me
But I know you don't own me
I feel used when you show me like that

You think I'm your object
If I'm being honest
I wish you coulda helped it
Nothing could go wrong then
If I wasn't so honest
I would be so perfect
It would be so worth it

I keep on waiting to fall apart
Burning my soul like a molotov
Old best friends
Gave you all I got
You said you loved me
Or so I thought
I know you don't feel the same way
He ended up being your oasis
How he changed us