Songtexte lost in translation - P-Trill

Want pain? We can take you there, word
Turn me up, but let the beat ride

Ever heard the sayin' "Mo' money, mo' problems"?
Then you feel my pain, for the change, I seen people change
Never baited, uh, if I said, "I got you", then I got you
Nigga, feel my pain, lost too much and I'll never be the same
Anxiety and depression got the best of me
Cryin' through the days, I'm just holdin' on to what's left of me
I'm empathetic, feel your pain even if you ain't next to me
But I feel that gap from everyone who stand right next to me, shit
Have you ever felt alone in a room full of people?
Always chillin' in the cut while your emotion just eat you?
I'm dependin' on my sword, you can call me medieval
I'm talkin' lyrics, you thinkin' tools, either way, Trilly lethal
Remember the only promise I ain't keep
Was to 'Reem to make it back, yo, I really thought shit was sweet
Still hard to believe you gone, fuck cancer, cous', sleep in peace
Lost my great grandmas to cancer too, I hope that y'all got peace, uh
Heavy hearted, I'm just sayin' what's locked up in my mind
Broken hearted, shit, I been numb for a long time, always gettin' migraines from overthinkin'
Mentally, I'm sinkin', but that's tucked away from my drinkin', uh
Really always there for everyone else
I think it's time to take a step back and be there for myself
Used to toss negative emotions, time to let 'em be felt
Time to excel, yo, my fam' need generational wealth, fa

Uh, is the money that make you important?
Yo, I need O's like "Oregon" or "organs", I was in the cut, no more bein' dormant
I'm too wavy for these niggas, too conscious for niggas
Search for heat, my lyrics are warrants, Mr. "4th Quarter", yessir, I'm a scorer
Just tell me the problem, and you know I'm on it
Stop frontin', I'm the man with the plan
You reach, your lid get opened like a can, been verified, way before the 'Gram
I used to give away all that I am, now that's a dub
Used to the play the backseat, shared my spot like batons at a track meet
And I'm anemic, but I never lack heat, me against you? That's a fast sweep
Gingerbread man, beats gotta catch me, uh, no more holdin' back, that's a fact
Any beat I get on, it get ripped, that's that
Flow punchin' pockets 'til it's full, no cap, uh
Bein' too nice to a sucker and wantin' nothin' in return
Got niggas feelin' way too entitled, now you wantin' every single thing that I earn?
Go get you some money, stupid, huh, niggas is dumb, clueless
This the fruit of my trainin', I'm lucid, I'ma get on the track and pollute it
Oh, you ain't know I'm the one? Salute it, uh
Really a youngin' been situated, and I got a bar for every situation
Let me catch my breath 'fore I finish blazin' up the mic, uh, ho-hold on
I be overthinkin' every minute, too much of it hurt my spirit
Will I get what I want and I need 'fore I reach my limit?
I travel but never switchin' my pivot, I used to think I had somethin' to prove
A youngin was fiendin' for number one
But as soon as you try to prove, then you lose, word, uh
I used to wanna be done with it, overthinkin' gets the best of you
No track, I ain't think I could run with 'em, and now, progression what I better do
East said it don't matter who proud of you, uh, you gotta do what you gotta do
East said it don't matter who proud of you, uh, you gotta do what you gotta do
Still breathin' and I'm out the way, loved ones' alright and my head on straight
Spend money to handle and stack it, I started with pennies, I learned this the harder way
I got people tellin' me I drop too much, I used to fiend to see me drop
Took too many Ls, it cost to be a boss, took a break, they wonder when will he drop
Had to go live life, now I read more, still in tune with the beats like I'm Pete Rock
Almost gave up on it all, I was doubtin' myself, loved ones' like, "Please, stop"
I used to be insecure, I'm acceptin' my flaws, no more drownin', I need not
To ever go back to those ways, in the stu' all these days, now I gotta let heat flock

Yeah
Let me hear that