Better Way to Go

I just came from the guru's website
I'm still washing off the smell
Why don't he just go on TV and say
Pay up or go to hell

I was looking if he had something to say
Lately it's been hard to get through my day
Looking for something I don't know
I was looking for a better way to go

Something missing deep inside of me
That's as common as the rain
I am long on good intentions
But I got zero tolerance for pain

And in this I'm like everyone you find
We try but it's hard to be kind
And the ones we love sometimes we hurt them so
We're just looking for a better way to

I've been going crazy
All of the sirens from the past
Am I too lazy
To lash this sorry ass to the mast

Every day I lose another chunk of myself
Every day there's just more junk up on my shelf
Yeah the biggest joke of all is the joke
That everybody knows
It goes time is the only road
And we know where time goes

Don't give me a destination different from the rest
Don't tell me I win if I only try my best

I just hope there's someone there to know, to know, to know
To say he helped me find a better way to go

Won't you help me find a better way to go