Songtexte selfish - Por$ha

('Pologize, that I'm stupid)
(I'm gon' get high, but you knew this)
(Drank too much, got me leanin')
(Say I don't care about your feelings)
(Scared of all the drugs I've been–)

Baby I apologize that I'm stupid
Gon' get high, girl you knew this
Too much drank got me leanin'
Kodak, Codeine Dreamin'
Say I don't care (Why you say that? Why you–)
Say I don't care about your feelings
Scared of all the drugs I've been dealing
Adderall broke down; I'm feeling high
I think I'm losing my mind
I apologize, that you can't see through all my lies
Got me on my knees lord like why,
Must I stay high all the time?
Baby, won't you tell me what I am to you: a monster
Tell me what I am, won't you tell me what I am?

Tell me that I'm selfish, you know I can't help it
Never had no handouts so I take what I can
I was born a man– you know that I've had to be
With all I've done I thought that, naturally, you'd let me go
I'm only a brick to your ankles (Please don't drown)
(All I) All I do is break, still you're faithful
Baby, tell me that I'm selfish (Tell me that I'm)
Won't you tell me that I'm selfish (Tell me that I'm)

Oh darling I apologize that I do this (Why do I do it?)
Time and time again I put you through this
I apologize that I'm useless (Why am I useless?)
Consuming narcotics my only usage
I can't stay clean, I'm fiendin'
Don't tell me I'm the person of your dreams,
I'm only selfish, I wish I could help it
But I can't help myself; impulsive actions gonna kill us both
And I wish I could say that I care (I wish I could)
Say that I care about existing and live for more
I wish I could live for more than only you;
So selfish when I listen to myself
What do I do, to de-prioritize the alteration of my mind?
My brain is slowly melting, baby won't you tell me?
Tell me what I am, won't you tell me what I am?