Hard To Find

Yeah, I tried to look straight through you, searching for my peace of mind
Oh, I should've known it'd be hard to find, hard to find
And I wanna bridge the gap that lies between your needs and mine
A chapter in our book that's so hard to find, hard to find

And I whisper in your ear, it's okay
Wish it all felt more sincere
Am I lying to myself

I float on the surface, what lies underneath just a drop in the ocean
Of all of the thoughts I should speak, yet I sit here in silence
Make friends with the panic, tell stories that swim in my head
Rather drown than feel nothing instead

This weight I'm sinking deep
My lungs beg for air that I can't breathe

I tried to look straight through you, searching for my peace of mind
Oh, I should've known it'd be hard to find, hard to find
And I wanna bridge the gap that lies between your needs and mine
A chapter in our book that's so hard to find, so hard to find

Tell me that you're here

The bottom is lonely
The whole world is silent yeah that's when they'll get me
The monsters inside of my head, they consume until everything's empty
Will I ever resurface
Fight off the current and swells
Can't be helped if I won't save myself

My eyes drawn up I see, distorted light barely out of reach

I tried to look straight through you, searching for my peace of mind
Oh, I should've known it'd be hard to find, hard to find
And I wanna bridge the gap that lies between your needs and mine
A chapter in our book that's so hard to find, so hard to find

And you whisper in my ear
That it's okay
I wish it all felt more sincere
Am I lying to myself