Waiting For The End

Another day, has come and gone
Another night, telling you lies
Afraid to leave, afraid to move on
From the hatred, that burns in your eyes

But you still believe in destiny
A way to live, in full clarity
The lack of morals, especially
Is creeping over your empathy

All your ideals, your old beliefs
Hiding them all in the background
So many sorrows, so many griefs
Is it your innocence, that was lost, and never found

Talking to the demons of the past
Of a time, you never knew
All the pleasures, they never last
And this time you might even fall through

Can't seem to find
What you're looking for
Anger is growing like a tumour
All your nightmares are at the door

They know for a fact
You're rotten to the core
Dragging yourself along the floor
Just waiting, for, the
War

Is there a way out?
Of what's essentially a perpetual blackout
Are you faking out?
Your every struggles, within or without

Empty feelings, dragging your spleen
So many reasons, that were still unseen
Mulling over, what could have been
The good, the bad, everything in between

Lasting a second, lasting an era
Blasting thoughts, it's like an aura
Lusting after, a mere chimera
Lost in the waves, of your dilemma

When you finally lose
The last one of your friends
For all the excuses, all the abuse
Maybe you should have made amends

But there is no way you're wrong
Never bargain, and never bend
Let rains of fire descend
Just waiting, for, the
End

Always searching for someone to blame
People to reach, people to shame
Now you care about, the fame of your name?
You should take a look at what you became

Another day, has come and gone
Another night, loving your lies
Nowhere to leave, nowhere to move on
Filled with hatred, it's your only prize

To think you believed, in destiny
A way to live, in full clarity
The lack of morals, especially
Always takes over, your empathy