Brutiful

I can't be what you want
No one understands
The way you make me talk
And I can't feel without your hands
My immunity to light
Hides the weight of your demands

I've given up wondering
Devices crumbling
Cut skin and a dried out vein
My hope is lost in yesterday

All this time chasing an endless lie
All this rain falls from an empty sky
Dreams go broke
Torn up and ripped away
And I am left
Left to find the rest of me

It's not a joke to have this fear
And every question that you ask
Is insincere
Where is the love that shook my soul
My mobility reduced
And shoved down into a hole

Corrosion everywhere
Much more than I can bear
I don't care what's wrong or right
The innocence burns tonight

All this time chasing an endless lie
All this rain falls from an empty sky
Dreams go broke
Torn up and ripped away
And I am left
Left to find the rest of me

All this time chasing an endless lie
All this rain falls from an empty sky
Dreams go broke
Torn up and ripped away
And I am left
Left to find the rest of me