HEATHEN

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end
I'm struggling to give myself a reason
Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend
Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen

Pen in my hand now
Need to stick to the plan now
Need to come to grips with the fact, that this who I am now

Lost a brother, lost many, so I wanna put man down
Ride to your block all on my ones and dont stop til you get ran down

But that was the older me
Now i'm a different beast
But I struggle to find my peace

So I write over saddened beats
My heart found home, but I miss the streets
I know how to hustle and beef, and I know how to move discreet
But I struggle to cuddle, yeah, and I struggle to feel complete
In my mind, we play for keeps
What the devil sows, the devil reaps

Now Im a demon hidden in smoke
You saw his red eyes as it awoke

And even tho - salvation's close
There's still red eyes - inside my cloak
A burning fire - in my throat
My sanity died and I turned ghost

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end
I'm struggling to give myself a reason
Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend
Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen

This shit is gonna send me off the deep end
I'm struggling to give myself a reason
Sick and tired of this heart I have to defend
Used to believe in somethin' now I'm just a heathen