Night

Wait
Where did you go
Where
Where did I go
Where am I right now
Oh
Don't tell me I'm back here again
Oh no

Outside for the night
I don't ever get the plot
Seems like all the thoughts I have
Bout if I make it out or not
Ain't really gone do me justice
Ain't keeping me on the top
Who would've thought
That I'd be back where I started
Straight from the drop

Feel the flames
Burning through my veins
I just need a break
To take away
From all the effort put in
Every single day
I wanna stay
Where I wanna stay
Don't tell me what's my place
I'm bout to prove somebody wrong
If you thinking that I'm insane

I'll admit

I think I started losing
Pieces of myself
I made a promise
Of honesty
It's a feature of my health
I found some solace
In a goddess
But she ain't seen what I was dealt
I got some cards in my pockets
It's even demons needing help
They wanted change

I seen the guilt that built my wealth
Had me in chains
I seen the feelings that they sell
When you enraged
I seen some demons help me out
When I was sleeping with a mouse
But if you laying with the rats then you
Is likely in a cage
I was swiping at the page
Turning letters to a stage
Selling lessons and messages
To my people who's ashamed
Only love can really save
When you feel the damage drain
And you know the trauma stays from what you saw

Left me soft spoken with a broken jaw
Life can lock me up inside her pretty claws
Asking questions and testing the tolerance
Of bending laws
I was twelve with the .22
But now at 22 I just can't justify it all
I ain't tryna shoot a shot
And I'm just tryna live tomorrow
Live with my family escaping from the sorrow
Take it to the moon
I want my music like Apollo
God of the sun
But God's the only one
To keep me anchored to reality
When all I want is done