Sometimes

Sometimes I don't want to live to impress
Sometimes I want to lay down my head
Put a bullet through my temple
So that I could be dead
Sometimes

Sometimes the only reason I stay
Is the reason I don't want to
So it all feels the same
Feel like it could all dissolve
And still think nothing will change
Sometimes

But it hurts me if I hurt you
So I won't do that
I'll just feel sad

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so good
Sometimes I want it all to be over
'Cause life can be so heavy
With the world on your shoulders
Sometimes

Sometimes I don't meet expectations
And when I talk to God
It doesn't feel like meditation
I know I let you down
You don't want to say it this time

'Cause it hurts me if I hurt you
So I won't do that
I'll just be sad

It would kill me if it killed you
So I won't do that
I'll just feel sad
So sad