Songtexte Fear - RealTalkJack

When I want no one to find me
They always find me
When I'm out here tryna stunt
Ain't nobody watching
Fourth down I'm bout to punt
Shuttin' down forever
I ain't saying nothing
Then I'm going low key
I done tried to be on
For like nine years
Always tryna show up
Like I'm right here
I guess I gotta grow up
I ain't gonna fucking show up
Ain't nobody love me
That's a fucking fear

Started from the bottom
It's a fucking thing
And I ain't flashing nothing
Not a fucking ring
But I'm always running like a campaign
Ain't holding my breath cuz I can't sing
But I was steady grinding tryna buy my time
And when it comes to music I ain't made a dime
Probably won't make another rhyme this time
Small circle said I'm trippin'
But I think I'm fine
Everybody hates me
Like I hate me
Now they gone and replace me
Talent wasting
Ego on my back
And it's steady weighing
On my shoulders
On top of everything
Cuz I gotta lotta stress
I'm fucking depressed
Nobody understands that I try my best
So I'm just going ghost
I gave y'all the most
In this rap game I guess I failed my test

When I want no one to find me
They always find me
When I'm out here tryna stunt
Ain't nobody watching
Fourth down I'm bout to punt
Shuttin' down forever
I ain't saying nothing
Then I'm going low key
I done tried to be on
For like nine years
Always tryna show up
Like I'm right here
I guess I gotta grow up
I ain't gonna fucking show up
Ain't nobody love me
That's a fucking fear

Tryna get by though
All the time though
Ain't tryna go to work
But I fake a smile
All this shit piles on top of piles
And I ain't felt happiness in awhile
I ain't tryna deal with this shit right now
I wish that I was proud like my kids are proud (Proud)
Day by day is how I gotta take it
I'm just staying real quiet trying not to shout
Starting to feel faded like a pair of jeans
Starting to overthink the little things
But fuck it
Gotta get it by any means
But y'all will never know what's behind the scenes
My wife don't understand
But she tries her best
I try to be the man
But I need to rest
This was not the plan
It was on my chest
If you think you do it better
Then you be my guest

When I want no one to find me
They always find me
When I'm out here tryna stunt
Ain't nobody watching
Fourth down I'm bout to punt
Shuttin' down forever
I ain't saying nothing
Then I'm going low key
I done tried to be on
For like nine years
Always tryna show up
Like I'm right here
I guess I gotta grow up
I ain't gonna fucking show up
Ain't nobody love me
That's a fucking fear