Lights Go Down

Aye!
I'm a stand up guy but let me sit down
All I really wanna do is chill right now
All that other noise please kill it right now
I only feel right when the lights go down

Can I have it?
Can I have it please?
Teach me how to kick these habits and manage with this disease
With these pleas, can I sit just to rest my blistered feet
Everything is staying stale, never fresh, need Listerine
And why is happiness this mystery
And always missing me
Dwelling on misdemeanors in misery
I mean I feel this really isn't me
My vision blurry
Where's this journey through the blizzard lead?
And that's just a piece of the puzzle
Can't stand to hear my self speak
I really need to be muzzled
When I rap I'm a wizard but I'm a measly muggle
Winter, spring, summer, autumn
Every seasons a struggle
I'm talking to myself like "I don't need your rebuttal"
You're a fiend and a bummer
Stay in that negative bubble
I gotta break out the rubble
I gotta take out this other side of my brain
Embrace the brazenness and brace it for trouble

I'm a stand up guy but let me sit down
All I really wanna do is chill right now
All that other noise please kill it right now
I only feel right when the lights go down