Songtexte Shipwreck - Reverend

I've written songs poems and countless words
When I mourned the end of a friendship
I used to feel pangs of hurt that pierced my heart
It didn't happen often but when it did
My God, I bled
There were nights I wondered where he was
I wondered how he was doing
And I wondered if he cared to visit the grave of our relationship
It died painfully slow
I sat with the fading love in its last few months
Hoping to make the remaining days peaceful
Bringing water when I could
Preparing warm meals with as much love
As pain would allow me to give
But he never came to visit
And so, I was left to grieve in solitude
While I held our relationship's lifeless hands
I kept asking myself
Did he come to pay his respects
I wanted to know but
Since he wasn't at the funeral
I guess I had my answer

I revisited the graveyard yesterday
There were no flowers left
Nor footprints around
Just me, the cemetery and the shack I built
From the debris of our shipwreck
I wanted him to feel the months-long storm
That raged in my blood and rattled my bones
I wanted him to feel the anger he helped make
But left me to raise by myself
I wanted him to touch the ruin
That I repurposed into a bedroom
I wanted to see his tears through the rain
And forgive him
I wanted so many things
But he never came