Songtexte Spider - SKINGROVE

Okay, past relationships and situationships
Oh, that's a nasty one
You don't need to like, say any names or anything, just like, what they are
Situationships, a lot of the time, I personally feel they're bad. They're really bad for you, you know?
They definitely take a toll on your mental health
Yeah, it's more of just like, in the moment, "I don't really love you, but you're helping me through the situation," you know what I mean?
Not even that, I feel like a lot of situationships are one-sided, because I had been in one
And it's mainly like, they act like they like you
And they're like, "oh, I love you, this is great, blah, blah, blah, this."
And you're like, "oh, I love you too."
And then you're waiting for that relationship to happen
And then they keep entertaining the fact of a relationship
And then one day they're like, "I don't want a relationship with you."
And then you spent all your time and effort into trying to make that person yours what all you were to them was-

Wish I could cry in the shower but I'm still holding out
Looking through the mirror see my mind still holding doubts
I tried to repress the thoughts and usually know how to tie the knot
But I'm feeling so deep it's not even worth writing art
I hope you dream about me a different life where shit worked out
And we were both happy
Because if I end mine these words you hear will be the last about me
There's about an hour between these lines because I'm telling the truth
And I try to keep my head high, but when I look up, it's you
I'm not really feeling it, wish I'd go and give it all up
And though my cup is full of love, everybody seem to be passing up
I did this to myself, cuts under my sleeve, still acting up
To let go of this pain, stairways to heaven, the only ration up
I love you all, and this pain, wish I could fade it away
But this hurt too deep, feeling like 2020 again
And when I sleep, I see you staring back at me
Questioning all the things I did
You proud of me?
I never told a lie to replace the fib
Told you my whole truth, royal ball, get it over with