Songtexte CATASTR0PHZ1NG ALL BY URSELF - STYXVII

So many thoughts that cross my mind
I'm in a constant fight reminding myself of
Times I tried to trust you
Every time after time I couldn't tell you
It's too much to handle
I'm like a wild animal
Biting the hands that feed me
I've got blood on my teeth so don't fucking touch me

I don't want to
Keep it from you
But I'm scared of
Telling the truth

I don't wanna be someone hurting all my friends
I'm scared I'm saying too much and regretting what I said
I don't wanna be somewhere I feel unwanted
I don't know I don't know
How to control the thoughts in my head

I'm sorry and I'll say it again
Cause I already see how everything ends
I'm sorry for who I've been
Acting out my revenge before anythings happened
I wish things were different
I wish my mind didn't work like this
But I see how it ends
Its gonna be me with all the blood on my hands

You know I love you
That's why I have to

Destroy the things I love before it goes to far
I'm not the type of person who
Deserves to be yours
You shouldn't get to close I'm gonna self-explode
I don't know I really don't know
Why I have to keep breaking my heart

It really does feel like the world is ending
And its ended a hundred times before you met me
I'm a sick dog and a scared kid
Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did
It really does feel like the world is ending
And its ended a hundred times before you met me
I'm a sick dog and a scared kid
Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did

I don't wanna be someone hurting all my friends
I'm scared I'm saying too much and regretting what I said
I don't wanna be somewhere I feel unwanted
I don't know I don't know
How to control the thoughts in my head

It really does feel like the world is ending
And its ended a hundred times before you met me
I'm a sick dog and a scared kid
Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did
It really does feel like the world is ending
And its ended a hundred times before you met me
I'm a sick dog and a scared kid
Please be kind to me you'd be the first who ever did