Songtexte Seasons - Saint Joan

I sat down next to the Lord and I said do you want me alive
Or do you want me dead
Do you want to take me
Cause I am done fighting today

I sat down next to my man and I said
Do you want to leave me or love me instead
Do you want to stay here
And wait for this season to end

But he walked out the door
Said I'm sorry and can we be friends
And I let him go
So that I could let the right one in

I sat down next to my priest and I prayed
I don't know why I'm here
I just know I'm not saved
I don't have the answers, I just know that I'm not ok

So he held my hand tighter
Said child, but you are his today
You're fighting too hard
And you always get in your own way

I sat down next to my father and said
I know you're not here but you are in my head
I know that you're sorry for leaving me when I was five
I heard him say I should never have left you behind
I heard him pray and ask God for a little more time
I heard him say that I was the love of his life
And that he's beside me right now making sure I'm alright