How Will I?

Friend of mine
Oh, my dearest unknown
Look just like a buzzing fly
Flee far away from understanding
Once again I have been thrown
And I long to collect every passage
Every bridge, every touch
My eyes focus on preserving half as much

Oh, hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Today, it looks like love is bolder
Today

Oh, I can appreciate the way you stand
Oh, you stand beside me
'Cause I can barely stand
To tower alone over this infinity
I'm humbled up above
I'm humbled right down to the core
Oh, one fails to swim
Oh, and ends up beached upon the shore

Oh, and I say, hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Today, it looks like love is bolder
Today

Well, even if I said it some other way
Dress it up, hold that beat back, I'll change the name
Smoke it out, bump it up, drink it down in dry ice and blinding lights
Sing up high, make it nice to be broken down
I put a hoodie on and it's the same, I cloak it in black magic
Drag it along on its own chain
Into an endless loop of pain feeding pain
Rinse and dishing it out again and again and again
Then feeling no pain, no feeling nothing
And at the end, all in all
Well, even if I draw a mustache on it
Wouldn't it be the same?
Go on, have you look underneath at the lion's mane
I can cut myself up with a snake on my chest
High sky, dive high in a dress
Come on off page and inside the song
We dissolve into the chain, changing list of games
Oh, is the ever-expanding sticky web-like cage
Well, even if I choose to refuse to look at that way
Ah, I get closer to the flame
And panning out in all directions
I seem to want to come back to a simple refrain

How will I, will I care?
How will I, will I care?
How will I, will I care?
How will I, will I care?
How will I, will I care?