Losing All My Mind

Imagine silk being broke, homeboy bout his money, no joke
Imagine silk falling off, he don't give a fuck bout the cost
Imagine him with mental issues, and two extra mags to get you
All over some made up issues, now he's got a plot to get you

It's really a trip how he's living today, in front of a mirror he's in his own way
So much that he's seeing, so much he won't say, so much that he's feeling, so much he won't say
I wonder if people gon' trip, the day that he pulls it and trips
They gon' listen to songs like this, why didn't I know about this, why didn't I know about that

You know silk was fighting back, homie, nobody knows about that
Bro, I stay fighting back, demons creep and attack, ain't no one have my back
Homies said they were that, but the fact is they were not at all
Hate to focus on that, but while writing this rap, loved one, I am 12 foot tall

Backstabbing ain't need to happen, ain't none of you solid, you ain't bout that action
As soon as I see you, I'm upping and blasting, I can't wait to see you all bloody and gasping
For breath that's gon' escape through the holes in your chest, I'd shoot you again but there's no ammo left
I'm a solid homie that's tired of shit, I'm a solid homie that's tired of the bitch

That comes out of homies and nobody trips, that's why I fed dude every one of my clips
So future loved ones don't fall victim to him, and killing your own, that's how it should be
If I get out of line someone's gonna get me, got my blood pressure high while I'm being SB
Then I hope that my guy doesn't shit out a piece, and if I don't die, I'm trying again

There's no giving up and there's no giving in, I don't have any fucks, I don't have any friends
I don't have any fucks, I don't have any friends, imagine coming home and nobody's happy
They said when I'm slipping they'll be there to catch me, the ones I did dirt with wanting to blast me
I promise you Mikey that ain't gonna happen, ain't nobody happy bro, how do I win

Why did I think that the goal was the pen? Why did I feel that we needed to do time
I no longer agree and nobody's surprised at the end of the day
I'm just one of the guys that's keeping it solid, that's how I'ma die
It's norte on mine, that's never gonna change, I loved what it was, this shits not the same

I think I'm losing all my mind
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind