Songtexte OKIE - Sio Lubis

Look, how do i keep messing up?
No matter how hard i try
It's just-
Come on

I miss the taste of better days
I thought this was a phase
I miss my friends but i cancel all my plans

Would i be happy if i lived in another's shoes
And tried to heed all the words of my mother too
Cause i'm so sick of going undercover
Cause i'm too afraid they'd might discover that

I'm lonely
I hate me
I wanna be somebody

I'm lonely
I hate me
I wanna be somebody

I'm lonely, lonely lonely
I'm lonely, lonely
I hate me, hate me, hate me
Won't you please come save me

All my life, neither pretty nor ugly
In the mirror, i hate the sight of my body
I try too hard to meet the bars they set for me
Never a protagonist, just mike wazowski

You tryna connect
I'm tryna deflect
My insecurities piling up on my chest
I bite on my tongue, maybe i'm better off dead
Another sleepless night with my own head

I'm lonely
I hate me
I wanna be somebody

I'm lonely
I hate me
I wanna be somebody

I'm lonely, lonely lonely
I'm lonely, lonely
I hate me, hate me, hate me
Won't you please come save me

I know i said that i'm lonely but
I don't really want somebody you know?

Am i just getting older
No shot at a second chance
Maybe i could find a lover
Just so we could play pretend
Lonely, yeah i'm so lonely
But deep down i know i'm scared
Of what would happen if i really ended up alone