NOT RIGHT NOW

Why's it all so heavy when you give to me to levy?
Knowing I'm not ready
Not right now
Why am I so petty?
I complain until it's scary
Knowing I'm unsteady
Not right now

Yes, I'm impatient
Yes, I'm invasive
Heartbreak adjacent
No, I can't take it

Yes, I'm impulsive
It's quite repulsive
Quiet rejections make me explosive

So, here's your warning in lieu of sudden death
Don't leave your loved ones mourning
Now watch me hold my breath

Why's it all so heavy when you give to me to levy?
Knowing I'm not ready
Not right now
Why am I so petty?
I complain until it's scary
Knowing I'm unsteady
Not right now

I'll break you down if that's what you want
I don't care
I don't care

You best run from me
It could get ugly
And I'm prepared, I'm prepared

So, here's your warning in lieu of sudden death
Don't leave your loved ones mourning
Now watch me hold my breath

Why's it all so heavy when you give to me to levy?
Knowing I'm not ready
Not right now
Why am I so petty?
I complain until it's scary
Knowing I'm unsteady
Not right now