Attempt 8

I never got a chance to say goodbye
Time stops in each day
As I watch shadows settle down
In the background's where I'd stay

I'll still wait up at the nightstand
The world pulled through my chest
Stood at the edge for long enough
Overthinking it

Fighting for the will to live, I've seen it all
Swallowed everything, even excess control
Our savior in many forms
Yet a stranger in her arms

I can't stay up all night again
It's all over anyway
And I won't stay in the night again
To rest in a shallow grave
I can't stay up all night again