Songtexte Fix Me - Stilla

It's not always easy
Being the one who
Pulls everyone up when their down
Then it's me upset when no ones around

Never get the chance too
Show my weakness
My guards up 'cause my head wears a crown
But it's heavier now that no ones around

I always leave it too late
Think that'll heal my heartbreak
I'm acting strong enough
But it's hard not think of
All the love that I've lost
'Cause I tend to close myself off
From being vulnerable
So I'm surviving on my own

Better off alone in my bed
My thoughts are poison you won't understand
I gotta fix me
I gotta fix me
Laugh it off with some friends
Pretend to them fine again
I gotta fix me
I gotta fix
I gotta fix me

They say I'm very lucky
To have the chance to
Sing my songs in front of a crowd
Where my friends sing along and my parents are proud
But even then
I struggle to get rid of the thoughts in my head and I
Don't know how I made such a mess of me I
Know you use to see the best in my I

I always leave it too late
It's something that I can't shake
Like acting strong enough
When it's all I can think of
All the time that I've lost
'Cause I'm scared of opening up
To being vulnerable
So I'm surviving on my own

Better off alone in my bed
My thoughts are poison you won't understand
I gotta fix me
I gotta fix me
Laugh it off with some friends
Pretend to them fine again
I gotta fix me
I gotta fix
I gotta fix me
Mmm
I gotta fix me