Songtexte Vivian - Strangeness in Proportion

Left your boyfriend for me
I tried to do things right
I tried to make you happy
You were my flash of light
Could we covert every minute
We spent together
Into months or years
And have it last forever

Was I ever romantic
Or just completely hopeless?
I have to stop crying
Oh god, I'm such a mess

Is there a word for
Extreme love and hatred?
Because that's how I feel
When you're in my head
Did you lie to me
About how you felt?
This is my life
The cards I've been dealt

Vivian
Can you hear me?
Please give me hope
So I can be happy
Vivian
I'll leave you be
I'll go away
I want you to be happy
Without me