Songtexte Mightaswell - SupremeDae

(Sighs)
Here we go

I wish I could heal my wounds with a conversation
Wishing I could heal my soul that's an honest statement
Wishing I could stop dwelling on the time I wasted
She ain't love me I was there only for entertainment
Broke my heart I bought another I'm still making payments
Look at myself I get no spark I be feeling basic
Just another when you tired you can find replacements
I been the same but it might be time for rearrangements

Look outside ain't no sunlight or bluer skies
Mamma want me in law school and suit and ties
I just pray this shit fall through I'm losing drive
Peeping game only call you for newer lies
Can't trust nobody the same friends but fewer guys
Rather go through the fame thing with fewer eyes
Put my life on the line it's really do or die
Wish I wasn't alone would rather you and I
The times when I be alone I think bout suicide
Scared to speak on my feelings like I'd be crucified
You wouldn't give me a chance if I let you decide
You always think it's a game until the rules denied
On my way to my destiny I'm just cruising by
I done seen people settle and really lose they lives
Parents want me in school but I'm to scared to try
Cause that was really they dream but I'm just choosing mines

I really find comfort when my friends happy
Never speak on my behalf I just keep it classy
My life is like a whistle calling for a taxi
Cause I always end up waiting just to be unhappy
I had some hate my father I had to let it go
It would stay on my conscious it wouldn't let me grow
Had to let out the hate to get a better soul
I was stuck in my ways I had to let me know

I had to change for new beginnings
I was the blame I can't complain I wasn't winning
People saying I really changed I'm acting different
I would probably tell the pain if they really listened
Taking care of my peoples always been the mission
Make some money put my friends in better positions
wish I had somebody help me make better decisions
Making sure when I get kids I teach em the wisdom
Growing up just to fail always been the system
Grow up I felt different cause I wasn't Christian
Everybody played sports I ain't really fit in
Lately I just been alive but I ain't really living
Hope I get a peace of mind is what I'm really wishing
Hoping I can get some time just to really witness
Stay out the mix, do myself and mind my business
Thinking bout the way they did me it was really vicious

I haven't talked to my grandma, ever since sickness (Sorry)
Don't know how I should feel, just been keeping distance
I been praying to God, asking for forgiveness
Don't know when it's my time, it could be any minute
I was going through life, I always had a limit
I was scared to be myself cause I had a image
And because of that my life a living hell now
Be myself well I guess I might as well now
Yeah
That shit hard