Fckd Up Life

I live a fucked up life
I live a fucked up life
I live a fucked up life
I live a fucked up life

I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right
I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right

I'm lost and confused in a sea of bullshit
You're probably thinkin', how'd I get myself into this
Well I was born into this life filled with pain and confusion
The doc told me that I'd end up with the conclusion
Like stuck in a mental ward or a group home for life
I didn't feel like the assessment was even right
I tried everything I could to get off that path
But I always end up facin' everybody's wrath
I never did anything, I was trying to learn
Trying to get rid of bad habits but they always return
Everything was futile cause I'm stuck like this
I'm always asking God why the fuck I exist
I try to be good, I always end up a hater
I guess fuckin' up will always be in my nature
I don't know what I'm doin', how do I even fit in
Why am I always forced to live a life of sin

I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right
I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right

Man, what the fuck is wrong with my subconscious
It's always feeding my brain with utter fuckin' nonsense
Like you should feel bad for the shit that you did
Even though the shit doesn't even register a hit
On the richter scale, still I feel very frail
Depression hits me hard, makes me think I failed
How am I supposed to fight this when I'm so in tune
With my feelings, man I'm always gonna be doomed
I can't make a simple mistake without them ganging up
Makes me think that the societal system is corrupt
It doesn't even matter, why the fuck does it matter
Makes me sadder to the point where I get even madder
Why am I so patient, why don't I ever give up
Why can't I make it so that I don't give two fucks
I'm just waiting for a sign, just give it to me God
I'm tired of fighting against all these odds

I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right
I live a fucked up life
Filled with misery and trife
I live a fucked up life
Cause my brain ain't right