Starting Again

I'm still trying to wake up
From last night
Didn't go out, but my depression kept me up
'Til I could see the sunlight
Guess I better get over myself
For the sake of my mental health

I feel it starting again
Like yesterday
I realize that I depend
On you the way
I depended on her

Every day for years now
It's been the same
Will today be any different or will I
Forget my own name

I don't want to do this to myself
I'm sabotaging my own mental health

I feel it starting again
Like yesterday
I realize that I depend
On you the way
I depended on her
I fucking depended on her