Songtexte Destiny - Terry Redherring

Made a bet with destiny, got nothing left to lose
Playing games with my brother while I'm necking down the booze
Keep running after my dreams even with my broken fuse
Party like there's no tomorrow, yeah, despite my haunting dues

I've been feeling so alone, so I shower with the lights off
Making out with darkness, in the evening take her tights off
Scraping for some change, my folks wanted me to save
Stressin' about dinero, thoughts locked up in the cave
Tired of working hard, fame and fortune's what I crave
Tryna ride the wave, don't want to end up as a knave
To my job, I'm a slave, take chances cuz I'm brave
I'm only getting older but I'm being forced to shave
Bring hatred to the grave, that's not how I behave
Layers to my writing, sweet like a Brazilian pave
Turn rap into my job, getting sick of the 9 to 5
Sick of being sleep-deprived, kill myself just to survive
Tryna live in the moment but my phone's such a devil
Bust my ass 'till I die, hope to get above their level
Puking on the carpet, hope my sadness comes out
2020 is my year, I don't feel a single doubt, yeah!

Can't stay in one place so I wander like a bird
Fill the bucket full of worms 'till I'm eating cheese curds
Always caught in drama but deadlines are a priority
Cope up with the trauma put my head in clarity
Make my own story, in my city sending chimes
In the time of darkness, Galileo helped me shine
Only got 7 bucks but I'm tryna make it count
My mind's in a flux but I'm flowing like a fount

Independent for a while, tied my wallet to a lease
Death knocked on the door so I fought like Hercules
Couldn't pay for therapy so I ranted at my pad
Forgot about the bad thoughts thanks to my comrades
Taking care of myself and tryna figure out my flaws
Poverty got me on edge so it's hard to take a pause
Dream of summertime as I erase the cloud of grimace
Pulling all the strings cause I'm all about the Guinness
Yawning at a lecture hall, uni ain't really my style
Aidan hit my line and told me don't forget to smile
Dropping out for music, got a lot of bad ideas
Radioactive heart, diamonds shining like marina
Set the booth on fire while I'm sipping margaritas
Holding house shows then move to selling out arenas
So I hold the mic tight like baby Dodie with her pets
I'm screaming out these words hoping it would pay my debts

Can't stay in one place so I wander like a bird
Fill the bucket full of worms 'till I'm eating cheese curds
Always caught in drama but deadlines are a priority
Cope up with the trauma put my head in clarity
Make my own story, in my city sending chimes
In the time of darkness, Galileo helped me shine
Only got 7 bucks but I'm tryna make it count
My mind's in a flux but I'm flowing like a fount