Perfect Sound To Fall To

In case inspiration strikes me I will try to strike it back
After all the things that I've seen I'm surprised I'm still intact
No matter how much you don't like it
Either way it's still a fact
No matter how hard you've been trying
Either way you'll end up back where you began

What a perfect sound to fall to
To ruin plans
I've got big things planned out
But in case they all don't fall through I'll do em last
And even if I win the war I lost the battle
Cuz the day I lost that battle is when you split my heart in half
What a perfect sound to fall to
I dodged a burden when I lost you
Maybe one day I'll face this on my own
Trust that I'll muster up the courage when I want to

Dread sets in
Need penicillin, I'm infected with a need to keep myself from truly living
Ten cents and I'll carve your heart
The inscription says take only what you can
But you crave more and you won't listen
Damaged destiny
Watch me paint pictures on your wall
She knows I'll fix her up to fall
Make sure the obituary is all botched and backwards
I'll let you drag me into a brawl
With two parts of you that can't seem to reach agreement
You're split and I'm enthralled with you

What a perfect sound to fall to
To ruin plans
I've got big things planned out
But in case they all don't fall through I'll do em last
And even if I win the war I lost the battle
Cuz the day I lost that battle is when you split my heart in half