Songtexte Title Track - ThaMonster

My mother behind on rent
My father not here, he cancelled the flights
My living got more intense
I hope this time I can make it right
My sisters were home when I left
That red flag nothing to play with, shawty
My hood on my back when I step
My cuzzo don't sleep, he get paranoid, probably
My friends say I'm bout to blow up
My teachers say I'm a nuisance in class
I slee, I eat and I cuss
I hope that I can make it right when I pass
They took my talent for granted
Like I wasn't the one that made Open Wounds
In life, I don't know where I'm standing
I just know that I don't wanna go by the rules
I finally forgave my mother
It's her first time living but it's mine too
We gotta take care of one another
So if that man hurt her again, I might—
I'm dropping the music and acts
I'm finally learning to live my truth
I pray and I hustle for stacks
I hope that I make enough for a new coupe
My girl said I don't rest enough
Tapes on tape, I don't think to prove
Sea level, rappers are sinking too
God is favoring us, not you
Still lost, I gotta keep going
I'm following Nas, so I can't lose
I gotta keep glowing, I'm learning to live and love, keep the laughs for you
(Yeah, your momma was home when you left)
(You're right)
(Your sister was home when you left)
(You're right)
(Your brother was home when you left)
(You're right)
(The dog was home when you left)
(You're right)
(The cat was home when you left)
(You're right)
(The fish was home when you left)
(You're right)
(Your daddy, your momma—)
My sister, my brother
My dog, my cat, the fish was home when I left, okay
And that's the reason I left, okay
And that's the reason I step (that's the reason)
The weight be giving me stress, uh-huh, my hairline look like a mess, uh-huh
My mother was crying, my father was dying, when I get home I'll pay the—