Songtexte MIRROR - The Lost Order

It's 3 a.m. and I'm pulling out
It's the same shit, just a different house
And I just wanna wake up feeling I'm ok
Two grams numb my mind, keep your voices at bay
Your eyes close my eyes
I feel like I'm falling away

And if I had stayed, I know you'd still forget my name
You'd fall back in love with the version of me
That's a ghost when I covered my pain
I hate that I feel you inside
I hate that you're mine when I push you aside
I laugh at myself when I stare at the mirror
Where did you go?

Where did you go?
Go

I hate the way you always tell me you wish I would stay
You don't me when you hold me, 'cause I'm not the same
I only love you when I'm lonely, so I turn away
I want to hurt you just to show you that I'm not ok

I'm not ok, I'm not ok
I want to hurt you just to show you that I'm not ok

And if I had stayed, I know you'd still forget my name
You'd fall back in love with the version of me
That's a ghost when I covered my pain
I hate that I feel you inside
I hate that you're mine when I push you aside
I laugh at myself when I stare at the mirror
Where did I go?