Songtexte Abigail - The Sheik

I'm Abigail, and I want to tell you something. Just listen

I don't know if you expected more from me
But this is who I am when no one's around
I've made mistakes I never posted online
Got scars that don't heal with likes

There were days I wanted to run away
But I also learned how to stay
I broke into pieces in front of the mirror
And learned how to speak to myself without hate

I'm not the girl you dreamed of
But I'm not the one you left behind either
I'm all my versions fighting just to breathe

And if this is the last time you hear from me
Just know I finally chose myself
I didn't leave out of fear, I left to live
This is me
And I'm done hiding

I forgave those who never said sorry
And yeah, sometimes I was the one who messed up
Abigail's not a perfect story
But she's real—and that's more than enough

Don't expect me to fake it again
I don't want masks or fairytales
I'm writing my story without editing it this time

And if this is the last time you hear from me
Just know I finally chose myself
I didn't leave out of fear, I left to live
This is me
And I finally understand myself

If you ever saw me fall
Thanks for staying
If you ever wondered who I am
Here I am

And if this is the last time you hear from me
Remember—I never just wanted to run
Sometimes you have to leave
To be reborn