Songtexte Upside Down - Tommy Beane

I wake up and start to panic this feeling I have is tragic
I feel like I might go manic hate this shit I can not stand it

Friends and family feel abandoned i'm struggling just to manage
I'm dabbling in bad habits how'd the fuck I let this happen

Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out
Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out

I don't really get it I keep my emotions hidden
I got some friends that'll listen
But I hate talking to people
So I keep my distance
My hearts cold and I'm different
I'm so inconsistent
With keeping in touch
With anyone, I think I've said enough
Fell in love and had my head erupt
Heart stolen by a petty slut
You can't fix what's already done

Friends and family feel abandoned i'm struggling just to manage
I'm dabbling in bad habits how'd the fuck I let this happen

Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out
Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out

I fell for someone who doesn't give a fuck, I fell for someone I really thought I loved
Now I just sit around thinking what the fuck have I done
Now I just sit around drinking in my room till I'm numb
But this what I chose, this is how I cope
Feeling so alone, staring at my phone
Wanna call you up I need to let it go
Every time I'm drunk I need to hold you close

Friends and family feel abandoned i'm struggling just to manage
I'm dabbling in bad habits how'd the fuck I let this happen

Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out
Now I feel like I'm stuck in the upside down
All these dark clouds someone cut the lights out