Red and black, dragon silk, kimono I was going down such a dark road

Pinch black, not a single light post You don't wanna know the things that I know

Lost friends in the deepest dungeon Wasted time, did it all for nothing

At the very least, I learned something That I need to become someone

Deep side, got a little shallow Metamorphized into an asshole

I was so high, but I felt so low

Each emotion hanging from the gallow

Pulled the lever, did it with my eyes closed

Lost my sense of feeling, what just happened? Hear so many voices and they're laughing

Told me soon enough I need to change Or I could end up seeing stranger things

Thoughts come and go like the clouds I just wanna make my mama proud

Saw me then and she could see me now

Her own son in front of different crowds

Not a single soul could believe

I am the way I am I'm just me,

nothing I could do to make a change

Not a single watch or a single chain

Could ever take away all the pain

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Too many problems to fix, I'm taking my life for granted

I got a heavy addiction and ain't nobody can stand it

Got kicked out of the house see where you coming from daddy

I'm not the son that you wanted, I know I make you unhappy

I heard pride is the devil, learned it from someone special

Even though they above me, I know we on the same level

We still bleed the same blood, grass won't grow in the mud

Before I show you my hate, I'd rather show you my love

Because

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Sit back and relax, there's nothing that you could do

Keep progressing and stop blaming all the things you've been through

It's a tidal wave of emotion

That takes over my body and makes me feel like I'm floating

I'm stuck this way forever, nobody gave me a notice

I know my brain is damaged and sometimes it's hard to focus

I'm blocking out the trauma, building up the walls

Doing everything I can so you don't see fall

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Walk around with my eyes closed no more

Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?

I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night

I don't wanna be prideful no more

Dragonsilk Kimono

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