Stuck

Sometimes I don't know, Why the fuck I'm breathing,
I wanna pack up everything, Sometimes I feel like leaving,
I wake up every single day, As I repeat my life,
I stare inside the mirror, Feel it eating deep inside,
I do not see myself, I see someone else, You know it's sad,
When you do not recognize yourself, I said I want I want the wealth,
But I can feel my health, Slowly spiral down,
As I start to lose myself, I drink another bottle, Every single night,
I'm hoping that it takes away, The pain deep inside,
I don't care for suicide, Because life is, beautiful sometimes,
I wanna see it, Then you see me lose my mind, And it's sad,
Cause life isn't how it used to be, I don't really care for friends,
I'll Tell you Truthfully, I got homie,
That I haven't seen in a few years, Because he's doing time,
Man I'm wishing you were here, It's like, my entire circle,
Slowly breaking up, I don't know if it's part of life,
If it's fake or what, But, I have shed so many tears,
That nobody's seen, Man I'm wishing you were here, & it's lonely,
When you are, traveling your own road, Walking by yourself,
And you don't know where to go, got no one to talk to,
Staring at these walls, You gotta hold your head up,
And try to never let it fall,
I'll knock these pictures off the damn wall, so sixk of giving a fuck,
So after-all, With Everything that I've been going though,
I just fall, So you can leave me by myself, I don't care after-all,
I'm feeling so much pain, Building up inside my heart,
I'm feeling lost, And I don't even know where I should start,
Maybe I should give up, Maybe I should just give in,
With everyday that's passing me, My patience's getting thin.